Thanks
| By : Kajal ( Posted on :07 Oct, 2009 ) | Total Views : 378 | Previous | Next |
It was the strange day in office I met few new people from the other batch of mine, I was quite dis-liked by people in my office as they always use to call me 'attitude problem lady' which I never understood. However these people seems to be nicest one I met, there were as friendly as me except one guy whom I never noticed.
I always used to have fun with this group, they're quite decent. I made a wonderful friend with one of the lady. She was very nice & we gelled-up pretty well with each other. In my office, girls used to dis-like me as there were few guys who wanted to be my friend & guys used to dis-like me as I never showed any interest on them.
Few days passed, I was already in an pathetic relationship, being far from the guy you're in relation with is pretty difficult. Frankly speaking I never loved Nihal, it was just some kind of misunderstanding that forced him to declare that I like him. He was not what I always looked for. I still used to handle him though I hated him the most. He was very possesive about me & he hated when I spoke with any male colleague of mine. I had the worst moment of my life with him.
One day I had gone for an outing from my office, I enjoyed & forgot to even call Nihal, being honest I never felt the urge of calling him as I knew he would spoil it whole. Anyways, fortunately he called me & as expected he doubted on me & claimed that I had gone out with a guy (which was so not true), I don't wanna name him for anything but bottom of my heart I was happy (I know that would be the worst thing a girl could ever do). I am not bad however I needed a chance to come out of that burden of my life. As I thought we broke off, though he never left me in peace, kept calling me & pleaded me to be back in his life.
There was this sweet guy whom I never noticed, the first day when I noticed him was the day after my break-off with Nihal. He was cute, gentle & not to forget a good breaks (break as in office lunch or snack break) partner. Yeah, whenever he would come back from his break I would force him to come with me as I didnt feel like going alone for the breaks. On the day after my official break-off & crying session we actually spoke face to face for the same time, without even knowing what that evening could turn into I requested him if he could drop me home. It was one of the most unplanned beautiful date in my life that we had at Cafe Coffee Day (a lot can happen over the coffee). We had nice conversation about life & general topics, we could cover the most. He dropped me at my place wherein I offered him a snack at home. He came upstair my sweet adorable sister was waiting for me to prepare maggi for her as usual she wasn't in a mood to get out of her cozy bed to take that much pain. So I prepared this yummy maggi (I am the specialist in that) & offered Ritesh some (the same guy).
After that I went for my dream world. In the morning I received this beautiful message from Ritesh which made my day. I was on my way to office when he called me & started with a long conversation. At aroung 10.30 he also arrived office, as to my stupidity I didnt notice him that well. At noon he offered me a lunch, sorry he didnt the common friend of ours invited me for a lunch as Mr. Sharma wanted to have lunch with me cause by then he was in extreme flow of love with me. I did go for lunch being unaware of his intention, so was he 'unaware of the intention of that friend of ours who was secretly in love with Ritesh', even I thought the same that Ritesh is going around with the same common friend of ours (her name was Deepti). We had delicious lunch at this awesomely costly restaurant, I didnt have money to pay so think it, the guy paid my bill.
In the evening Nihal called me at my cell phone & again made my day hell no sorry heaven cause what happen after that was more than a heavenly thing. I was crying like this small baby where my Ritesh offered me his condolence. My best friend Rajesh wanted to cheer me as he was the only person who knew very well about Nihal. Ritesh offered me to come with him & he would surely make me happy by the end of the day, so I joined him. I reached his flat where I could see a group of bachelor's not expecting a girl at home. Ritesh gently went inside & came back after few minutes & offered me welcome gesture. I got into his room, I was crying no doubt but in other hand my heart was pouncing dreadfully. Weird thoughts were entering my small brain & playing some stupid instrunment inside. Oh my Gawd, what if he does something unpleasant would I be able to save myself? I didnt want to think about it as he didnt look that develish however I am a girl & forced to think all this, am I not. He closed his room door slightly & sat next to me. Then the words came from his mouth were so beautiful that I felt like hugging him. He asked to move on & also that may be I would find someone waiting for me ahead & it might happen that the guy waiting for me ahead in life would be him. Isn't that the most romantic thing on earth oh at this time I really wanted to hear something nice. I said to myself, 'Thank Gawd that stupid Nihal left me, I am so lucky, is this guy offering me a proposal'. He really wanted to hold my hand however I noticed his hands were shivering. Just stop it there, is that what I wanted to say or may be I wanted him to hold me tight in his arms. I wasnt sure what I needed, anyways we moved from his place & went out to a cafe for bowling. Oh can you believe the first guy in my life who taught me bowling, as he said he made my day, he made me laugh, he made relaxed. Oh Gawd please stop this moment here, I was praying from the bottom of my heart however 9 PM, my stupid watch gave me a hint that I needed to be at home as my sister wasnt aware what the heaven I was doing outside (I forgot to use hell since then). While on our way to my home, he said he liked me & like a cunning girl I wanted to hear those 3 golden words from him, so I insisted what does he mean by like. Does he actually liked me or loved me. Man I am so happy he said, yes he said he loves me, and guess what I said 'I thought you're going around with Deepti, werent you?' He immediately said 'No, I wasnt' & how the hell I could imagine a weird thing like this, cant I see he's proposing me not Deepti. Now what shall I tell him even I fell in love with him after spending one beautiful evening with him, no I couldnt tell him that but obvious what would he think about me, a girl who just came out from a break-off is ready to be in a relationship with him. It would sound as if I am desperate about him however the fact was I really didnt want to lose him not for an idiotic soul like Nihal. Oh Gawd give me some strenght to handle this weirdest situation of my life. I really loved for each moment I had spent with him today but how to say that, yas I am desperate to be in your life cause I know you're the only one I waited for so long, but I cant say. I told him that he's thinking wrong about me & I do not want to see him again I gave him the money for the lunch we had. I know I have hurt his ego, so he reacted, he threw the money in front of me & raised his bike & I lost him in the fume, that was produced by his so called bike.
I really wanted to call him back, so did I, thanks Gawd I did that or else...........
He came back I told him, I need some time & he should understand that I came out from break-off & my heart was heavy with the pain. He understood that & said he is ready to wait for me however I didnt have any right to insult him with showing money & whatever he did was only cause of me.
At night we had conversation, so many night we spent talking to each other, every day in office was beautiful & he told me how he couldnt sleep for the whole night after we had that coffee date, also that he wore my favourite combination of blue denim & white Tee on the day he proposed me & I didnt noticed him. After few days our relationship started with a beuatiful note. No I am not thinking of any other guy as I got everything in him, he's the perfect partent. I am very much being with him from last 3 years, our love is as young as the first day it started. Once he said to me "LOVE IS LIKE A SPRING & IT SEEMS TO BE LONG THAT I HAVE'NT SEEN RAIN", so didnt I.
I still thanks Nihal for all this................ as I met him & did the right decision of choosing him.
Written By : Kajal
